I feel a little embarrassed about my last post and I want to explain why. I don’t want to make excuses or apologize for things I knowingly posted on the internet, but I do want to touch on it. I used the word “friend” way too lightly in that post and I think that that can be taken very offensively.
This is mostly important because I don’t want this blog to be misconstrued (if that’s possible). I don’t want it to come off like I’m harboring all of these negative feelings about friends and letting them out online to cope.
This blog is my attempt at putting some sort of meaning to all the irrational thoughts in my head caused by my anxiety. And maybe, in a way, the fact that I’ve made it public also makes it a cry for help, I don’t know.
Anyways onto a new post.